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John Mill's Testimony
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Last summer I had the privilege of working at Open House Ministries' day camp. The camp gave the children from the wrong side of Homestead an opportunity to learn and have fun in an environment where they would be exposed to Christian love.

The voices that stick with me from camp last summer are those of Joel, Julia, Ellis, and Michellae. They are children's voices. They are voices that I still hear ringing in my ears.

They are crying out for a new way. They don't want the lives of those that they see all around them everyday. They don't want to be a junkie. They don't want to become homeless. They don't want to be hungry when they go to bed. They don't want to become their parents, the over-worked and under-paid migrant workers. They don't want to become a single mother trying to support a family and rear a family at the same time. They don't want their community to still be struggling to survive when they are adults. They don't want to be faced with the 'murder problem' that is plaguing Homestead right now. They want a better life.

I can still hear Ellis telling me that his favorite thing for dinner is egg and that he didn't have any breakfast this morning either.

I can still see Michellae's mom getting into a shouting match with an eleven year old, and it ending as we escorted her out of camp I can still hear her yelling, 'well you're ugly' at the child.

I can still hear Julia's gentle voice singing the songs each day at camp, and I worry that she will be corrupted by her surroundings.

I can still see the temper tantrums that Joel would throw as he spouted off to us in his family's native language, Spanish.

The voices I heard were not happy voices. However, I have hope. I believe that the empowering work that Open House Ministries is the work of my Savior, Jesus Christ. I struggled along side Ellis, Michellae, and Julia, trying creating a better tomorrow for each one of us.

And I am happy to be with you here today with a concern for the poor, the outcasts, and the oppressed, working together for a better world, a world that looks a little more like the kingdom of God. But these works are not where I find hope. I know that anything can fail me, even if its practices seem to be in line with God's will. I know that Ellis, Michellae, and Julia might not be changed by the work we did together this summer. I know that we may be gathered here with every intention of doing God's work in this world, but we fail.

We are all sinners. This is the reason I put my hope in a higher place. To borrow from Tony Campolo, I am happy to say that although it may be Friday, I know Sunday is coming. The children of Homestead may be in the depths of despair, but I have hope for a new day. I hope for Sunday, when life is victorious over death. This is where I place my hope.

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